calm the fuck down

I think my only downfall would be that I am
" Human "

I can see the chaos before it hits,
I sense the destruction
the pain

One day the world will turn to me and cry "help us"
and I will whisper




" No "

You dont need me now, but you will do....



Hope Never Dies

somebodys There

"When my mind stops thinking,
My eyes stop blinking,
I hope
Somebodys there."

Life's made of little battles,
but there is always a way out,
always some one there to help if it gets to much...

Hope I will always have that

"And my heart stops beating
and my lungs stop breathing
in air,
I hope somebody cares"...


I'm not ready to lose you yet, you need to change your life style, our family still needs you...

Door ways

When One door Closes I sure as hell make myself a new one...

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BABY YEAH HA HA IN YOUR FACE WORLD
SUCK IT CLOSED DOOR

I GOT IN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MY LIFE IS GOING SOME WHERE
HA HA FRANCIS COMBE ACADEMY CAN KISS MY WHITE ASS GOODBYE


PS

HA HA FUCK YOU FRANCIS COMBE IM OUTTA HERE

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



JEFF IF YOU GET INTO COLLEAGE GRANNY GIVES YOU BEERS ITS AWSOME

Hello My name is fuck you

Xbox live = 32 friends

Faceook= 147 friends

MSN = 71 friends

Why is it I have all these friends and yet I still feel so alone.
I find myself spending my nights playing battlefield by myself, no one to back me up or watch my flank, just me. Or how I will go on facebook and just stare at my blank profile, or how about I go on MSN and have a 5 minuet conversation with maybe one or two people....

The fact is disagree with me if you will but the reason I feel alone, is becuase I am, I didnt put myself in the isolated world i now live, I had no where else to go. Now you can all get pissy with me, but you couldnt possible understand how i feel now could you. so if your gonna scream at me I ask this first....


put yourself in my shoes for a sec, take a moment and pretend you are me....
Just because I'm not alone dont mean I dont feel that way.

Allow that Im pissed

Sorry I'v been moody and depressed, but you know i just dont have the energy to be happy anymore, I dont really have much to smile about with all the worries i have at the moment, bear with me ok becuase just becuase you lot are all happy dont mean the whole fucking world has to be full of sunshine ok...

As for you, and you know who you are

Shut The Fuck Up

RedvsBlue

You dont hate a person becuase of their skin, or becuase of thier hair
You dont judge a person by how they look
Becuase it doesnt matter if your Red or your Blue

You hate some becuase you have to see them everyday of your life, and you cant stand the way they act or how they treat others, you dislike someone for how they are not who they are.

I made my choice of side, I still consider wether or not it was the right side, i picked my colour but i dont think it matters anymore.... to be honest

I look good in Blue



Roses are red
and Voilets are blue
Its them against us
And me against you



Hope Never Dies

Let me Sleep

Dont waste your time on me,
your already the voices inside me head


















Hope Never Dies

Hopeline

" What you crying about.... you got me " :/






Hope Never Dies

Army of Two

Me and you against the world
This army of Two


I dont know how Im gonna get along without you, but I guess I'll have to get used to it
But we can still kick ass Untill then....



Call this Number for a goodtime

0155 hopeline







Hope Never Dies

Shove a gerbil in your ass Through a tube

End Of another shitty week, I hope my next one will be alot better...


Thanks for everything...


Shove un hámster en el culo por un tubo :D

Every moment in my life, every choice I have made has lead me to this one moment in time, Shame I can not share it with all of you.

If you feel like getting drunk and having sex please call this number

01555 Hopeline >



Hope Never dies

press ctrl for shortcuts...

My Times running out....

But Dont feel bad











Hope Never Dies

Like I'm reaching out for you...

I cant rest easy knowing that I'll be one tough act to follow, I only wish i knew what it was I had to do now, be nice if i could be someone else for a day...

"Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
I'm reaching out for you"



Here today, gone tomorrow....







Hope never dies

AM who I AM

I'm Sorry i snapped at you, to be honest i find you a little annoying and today I just didn't have the patience for it all today, its not really an excuse, but its a reason i guess.

Its just who we are at the end of the day, your a little annoying and I'm an asshole... would make a great sitcom, we just have to accept who we are and live with it.






Hope never dies

Without me

when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back......


Never look back, never forget, carry on
Never regret
I see the a future
Its beautiful...




Hope never Dies...

H.O.P.E

Who am I?
The question that keeps me up at night
Why am I here, what I do next...
I didnt want to do it anymore, I didnt want to hear it, But i dont have a choice...

My destiny is already chosen for me, as if my fate...
It still scares me how much you guys really do need me, it hurt me to know that i cant live without you guys either.

But its the same old crap everyday, I can almost see what is going to happen, I dont believe the words you speak becuase they mean something different to me then they do to you, its all si pointless

I love you, what the fuck does that mean because non of you know, you say it to everyone, I dont like to hear it, its an insult to me... it makes me sick

all your problems are mine, if I want them or not there mine... I accecpt the responsiabilty that goes along with them. I will always be here for you, that little voice in your head is me, always will be...

Life will always bring new challenges, everday risks you must take for a shot of happiness, but dont believe for a second that it will last forever, becuase it wont.

I know who I am I'm Luke Hope, and I'm the Only Hope you got, so remember that becuase I wont always be around forever...

One day you will cry out for help..... And I will reply




No.....

Aint Over till I say it Is !!!

No ammo
No Intel
No renforcments....

No problem

In the end I always win, you guys might have alot of problems and things might look down right now, but it would be a whole lot dam better if you stopped looking at the floor and glanced at the stars once in a while

-1

Its a nice feeling that althought you all need help, there is someone there for all of you, I still worry about you guys, course I will... but your in good hands

But still as I look out of the window of my ict classroom and watch as the rain pounds against the glass, a storms coming, but it quickly fades as soon as it started, I look for a rainbow...









But find nothing....

before Part B

I have alot of regrets, ghost that haunt me, but never will i affect how i live my life now....

I want freedom and I want to be able to come and go as i please, you guys seem to be happy with that, I want you guys to understand how care free and relaxed my mind was today, no worrying nothing on my mind, I just had fun... once again things are looking up for me and this time its gonna stay that way.

So if you see me in this happy free minded mood, leave me that way, hug me and join in with a smile on your face, times running out and we wont be able to enjoy what we have now much longer, so why fight it go fucking nuts, I am...

If you need someone to talk to or help with something best you ask someone else, I'm on hoilday :D

Sims was a virus

New postive out look on life, but before i go on I have to say

Why is it I get stuck with the friends who dont have really hot sisters, or cusins who live really close to me!!! ahhh sucks

but owell life goes on

and can someone tell me who these strange people are adding me on facebook, I'm up for meeting new people but who the fuck are you

tomorrow never dies

goodbye

maybe we will cross paths again, hopefully you guys will be more mature and then we can catch up, but being with you is killing me slowly...

sorry but im doing whats best for me for once, if you was the friend you keep saying you are, your understand and let me do this alone.



I wont forget, I just wont hurt anymore

Luke x

pretender

Look forget whatever i said, i cant be asked to fight with you, so just carry on as normal like we always do. i didnt expect you to understand or to even consider it, so why should i waste my breath your right im wrong always the fucking way. so yeah lets just carry on being friends and everyone else benifits from it and if im unhappy or hurt, il keep it inside, becuase who gives a shit what i think right?
Lets just be nice tomorrow becuase its about claire tomorrow and not any other problems we all might have.

Mr. fuck you

I'm not ready to let you two back into my life, considering it was you two who destoryed it in the first place. I cant trust you two with the repsoniablity of being my friend. There are people who do need me as a friend and they come first, not some silly little girls who dont take life sersiously...

Im glad that you feel you can come to me anytime man, I'v never seen or heard you that way and it was all new to me, it scared me :/ I cant promise you things will get better, But when your with someone like me i can make sure your time ahead wont be so bad.

I dont know what i did in the past life, but it must have been something silly, if my friends cant make things even a little bit easier for me. it was only 12 hours ago i told you i expected you to let me down and guess what you do... you tell someone something completelty wrong and get me in trouble, I'm starting to thing you guys are trying to kill us all of slowy or something becuase so far you guys have just made things so hard for us...

we need people who are gonna be there for us when we are hurt, or need a hug, instead you take and take what we give and return nothing, why must we try so hard as your friends and get nothing in return...


walk a mile in our shoes and see the world differently...
feel our pain
hear our thoughts
share our experinces

Sing for the moment

You know what gets me, you complain that you dont fit in, well thats becuase you dont try, becuase you want everyone to feel for you...
You know what pisses me of the most, I try so hard to make sure your happy, that your not alone or left out, but its not good enought is it, Im not good enought am I. becuase you would rather have some one else with you, I stayed with you when no one else would, but thats not enough for you. its fine dont worry i get the message. I try so hard for you but you just dont give a shit do you.

Im sick of worry about you, caring for you, listening to you, becuase you dont care.. would you even notice if i was gone, would you even care

well im sorry im not ollie, or jeff, or sian or claire, but you know im the best you got..... had Im done. wh should i promise I would never leave you, if you can replace me or forget me in a heartbeat. so you dont have to worry about me caring to much, or looking after you

Because I wont